Why am I stuck? Have I no ambition? Am I going to be forever satisfied with today? Will I ever worry about tomorrow and strive to make something out of today?
I don't know. Honestly, I don't know.
I am happy with today. But I fear that I am letting the people around me down. They might be expecting something out of me. And I don't think I can deliver.
I am sorry. (in a Gloria M. tone) :)
I don't know what I am doing with my life and what I am supposed to do with it. My God, as always, I am lost.
Sometimes I just want to fade into oblivion and be forgotten. :(
But I know that my family expect more.
(Sigh) I am disappointing them again.
