Sunday, April 15, 2012

Ain't No Good In Goodbyes

The boss said that I can start looking for another job which will fit my achievement. It made me sad. I am not good with goodbyes, and just thinking about future goodbyes is making me sad today.

I would love to work in the field of law. But I am not ready for the shift yet. I am afraid of being incompetent at it, as I know that I will initially be.

A change is not welcome at the moment. I need training first. I initially asked around yesterday for free OJT in any legal work as I would love to be trained for free. I would love to do another lawyer's job for free, if only to gain knowledge and how-to's. But where would I find a lawyer who is willing to transfer much-guarded secrets?

I fear change!