Social obligations have been starting to arrive, but I am not able to fulfill them just yet. I want to, I just can't, not today, not this instant.
I will ready myself for the next time. Financially. Physically. Mentally. Ms. Ready.
Today, I just can't attend the wedding. Reasons? No Pond's cream. No foundation powder. No make-up. They're in Cotabato. No shoes. No formal dress. They're not bought yet. I don't have a ready supply of clothes to wear for different formal occasions because I used to NOT attend any before. (And it seems I still don't!)
Next week, I just can't be at cousins' double graduation. I can't attend a friend's Kandori (although I gave my word). I will be in Cotabato by then.
I would like to be able to do more. I wish I could do more for other people, especially for the family.
Next time owm!