Some things are meant to be, some things are just not meant to be.
Lately, I'd been feeling like I didn't deserve to have passed the bar, that the title was lost on me, in fact I imagined being capable of selling it to the highest bidder if only that was allowed by the Supreme Court. Sayang lang ang pagiging lawyer ko, I hadn't made good use of it some say. But passing the bar on my first take was meant to be, for my parents, so it had to happen, thank God.
But you and me, "we", are part of the just-not-meant-to-be's. You are not my "destine aken", :-) for fate itself seems to be saying so. It is a blessing to know this early. Although it feels frustrating to feel this lost, some day I will learn to accept things that I cannot change. :-)
Yesterday, my mind was filled with questions. Why? Why not? What happened? But if there's one thing that I'm sure of, it is the change that I feel inside me. I feel like I've changed enough for something better. And I guess that change was meant to happen, sooner or later.
"You and me" is a lost cause. Learn to accept that. Same as my winning the Lotto jackpot, some things are just not meant to be.
