Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Constantly Waiting

I have said no to jobs offered. I have declined help extended. Just because I have a specific career path in mind. Because I fear I am inadequate to handle any job other than what I have in mind.

What am I doing? There might come a time when no one would extend help and guidance anymore because I often said no.

Today, I let someone know that I would not follow his recommendation to teach accounting subjects. I felt like I would do a bad job because I didn't have enough accounting background. Although my highest score in the bar was in Taxation Law, I knew that I would do a bad job should I teach Tax 1 to accounting students. Although my second highest score in the bar was in Commercial Laws, I would not be qualified to teach Business Law 1 to accounting students. The teaching approach would be different, students would learn almost nothing from me. I'd be a so-so teacher.

N.B. Although I wanted to be an accountant back in high school, I took Civil Engineering in college. I only had Math 17, 41, 61 and 81 in college, and no accounting subject.

Although it would be great to add a regular faculty's salary to my dwindling atm, I chose not to pursue the path.

I am waiting for a job that will be a no-brainer.

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